Reflection Time for Everyone!

I just compiled this survey for my kids to take on themselves and on me for tomorrow. It’ll be interesting to see the results. Hope the internet is working, and kids can get logged in smoothly tomorrow. *fingers crossed*

A few things have stood out to me this week:

1) I’ve learned the best way to teach the Reading Like a Writer lesson the third time I taught it–asking which questions the reader is answering in their annotations.

2) I’ve pissed off one student with a detention which was deserved under the circumstances that I warned (talking one more time, after I took a Dojo Point), but also provoked by another student who didn’t get a consequence directly from me (although I referred the student to the guidance counselor).

3) In the above situation, I should have told the defiant student who would not (may still not) serve my detention that they do not dictate how I deliver justice (or something along those lines) in my classroom–they refused to go if the other student didn’t have to go, too.

4) Parent-conference/Open House night went swimmingly! We did it as a team, so the 4 of us 8th grade content and inclusion teachers sat together as if at a panel, so no parents could rant at us (none did).

5) I’m proud of my homeroom for discussing their “circles of control”–areas in their life where they feel they don’t have control and where they feel they do–during our Circle in REACH. It turned into a very organic and engaged conversation about controlling anger and its effects on your lives.

6) I’ve been a little lax and have been playing music a lot in class. The students are too comfortable. Get ready to ramp it up next week and after Thanksgiving yo. As in independent vocab studying and a Fishbowl Discussion.

7) I’m also more relaxed, because I’ve learned to accept having less constant, dictatorial-like control in the classroom. I’ve learned to be okay with some comments that are relevant to the discussion though occasionally called out. Some side conversations when I’m preparing something technical. Nothing major though, and still giving consequences for any breaches.

8) THE BIG ONE: My goal is to give more immediate feedback on written work to the students this marking period, as well as make sure I’m assessing their written work and dividing their progress into levels, so I know what they have to work on and practice more. More individualized attention and differentiation, I think. No more bullshit teaching just for the grade.

A few weeks ago, I was starting to feel like I was in this funk where everything was just done for the grade or threatened for the grade. I wasn’t assessing their work every day and how to clarify and re-teach it the next day. I was in a hurry to get through the material, because it was already the end of October, and we needed to finish The House on Mango Street and our “coming of age” unit. I needed to teach writing and grammar. Ah ah ahhhh!!

Every since the convention, I’ve had my head screwed on straight, but not tight. I’m more flexible and allowing for more time for better quality work–even though this week’s plans got all scattered, because one class had many students missing for half the block, and we also had an assembly today. Before, I could barely contain the idea of having classes doing different things. It just felt so overwhelming to keep track of everything. But now I feel like it’s no problem–and it’s actually better, because sometimes, after I’m doing a lesson for the third time that day, it’s like Urrrrgghhhh scripted. And not as good/productive as other lessons, why?? When I work with the specific group of students in front of me, I can see them more clearly and more individually and that can only be a good thing.

See? Told you I’d have myself together by November.

NJEA Convention: Big Takeaways

What a blessing, these last 2 days. Not only was it spent with excellent company, but it was also full of so much learning. I’ll try to get down the biggest takeaways:

Assessment

  • Make sure you’re assessing what you say you’re assessing
  • 2 question test – 1) Can the student do well on the assessment without showing understanding? 2) Can the student do poor work but still show understanding? You want the answers to be NO.
  • Authentic assessments –ones that are HARDER than state testing, because they’re real and take real effort. Why is it important to learn this skill? How do people use it in real life?
  • Empower students with Bloom’s Taxonomy verbs/wheel.
  • Can the skill be applied in different situations?
  • More project-based, problem based learning !!

CHANGE: Stop wasting my time and their time with assessments that don’t forward learning.

Classroom Culture of Respect & Connection

  • Student surveys of teacher
  • Hostage situation (take it down a notch)
  • Using their language
  • Make the classroom a home (which I tried to do in the beginning of the year, but I feel like I ran out of time)

Inquiry-based learning

  • Teach students 3 levels of questioning (again) and use their questions for discovery
  • MODEL –> RUBRIC –> ASSESSMENT –> SELF-REFLECTION
  • Research Project: Proposal of questions; provide resources & parameters
  • Assignment: translate standards

Increasing Student Effort

  • Praising effort, asking students the process they used to find the right answer
  • Effort x Ability / Manageable Task = Success
  • Success from: Ability, Effort, Degree of Difficulty, Luck
  • Guided/Flexible Groupings
  • Differentiated HW & Assessments

Basically, I’ve been really frustrated the last week or so with how I’ve been assessing students. Most of it feels like it’s for a final grade. It hasn’t felt like I’m assessing to further help them learn, the way it’s supposed to be. I’m especially frustrated with the vignette project results–and with the project in general.

1) What was the goal? I guess to have them learn more about each other as well as show theme by giving enough details to show a theme. Also, I would know that they understand Cisneros’ style if they could emulate it.

2) I didn’t model. I wanted to show them different level exemplars of writing, but I didn’t. BIGGEST INJUSTICE to them. I figured Mango Street would be enough but…no. We didn’t even analyze the make up of a vignette. Terrible. I really dislike myself for the way I executed the project.

3) They didn’t follow the rubric. Probably because I never told them to take out their rubric and look at it while working on the project.

UGH. FAIL ALL OVER THE PLACE.

So yes, I must remember that the point of assessing is to increase learning, not “test” their learning. I’m tired of all this pointless grading and feedback that’s delayed and disconnected. I’m not sure how I got here. Perhaps because of classroom management and struggling with time for finally ending the unit?

My focus isn’t in the right place. But I feel like it’s all been diagnosed the last 2 days, and I’m going to do it. I must.